LOST

The intern life had done... For this 3 months...

For a real story, I do learn many things from my colleagues, Alfie, Karol, Branden and also the boss Terry and his wife Samantha.

I write this with my heart. It is a GREAT job done by them.
Especially, Terry and Karol, they are just so good in leadership and motivation.
I used to joined many times of leadership camp and also conduct some chess tournament and also participate in the some other camp conducted by E-major.
This is the part I cant forget or ignore because it do happen in my life.
Daily task we promise to do for the event Property Outlook Conference........
No FB chat or FB marketing...
I can feel that Ms.Karol is only concentrate on what we promise to do but WHAT I FELT is I been targeted... I been BLAMED... So I'm the one who became a black sheep?
Maybe... But who cares? Only me cares...

I know what are they tried to do, they know how to motivate people to do the thing they want but they stop themselves. I learn from them how to talk, how to tell a person this is the chance you wanted to get but why not now?

The time just fly until nobody cares about what and how you had done for your life.
Times flies... when i write the comment to WMA... 3 months just pass like a eye flip...

To be serious... I look to myself... The first time I realize the cruelest thing inside me...
I'm just a child who still want people to babysitting. I'm just a kid who just don't believe on myself. I'm just a 24 years old adult with masks named "Confidence", "Proud", "Responsibility".
I'm tired not because I wear the masks. It is because I can't trust in myself.

Since when I lost my confidence, my proud, my responsibility~
Since when I scare, I fear, I escape~
I don't dare to face...

I know when I'm small I'm good in everything.
I'm good in every route I know...
I'm good in memorize all the things..
I'm good in handle all the things in my hand..
I remember I have a timetable which schedule by myself.
I remember I have a account book which record my expense and my savings.
I remember I have a book which record all my friend.

Since when I forget my dream
Since when I forget my confidence
Since when I forget my proud
Since when I throw all the PROUD and CONFIDENCE in my child time.

Color blind make me have a different view from the normal...
I make me like an alien.. I'm just too scare from people eye sights..
What I wear doesn't make people look at me like a superstar..
What I should do is why I need to care..

I know confidence is the very great part I lost...
Lost of confidence...
It makes me doubt..
Doubt on everything...
The route, option, memory and also my dream...

This post should end like this..
Sorrow, anger, anxious put in my heart.. What should I do for this...
Another 6-7 months... I will finish my study... It's time to face myself early then later, right?

Let the heart get the lead... The year 2008, that year I still thinking what is life...
What is the meaning of life...
That book.. Victor... The people release from World War 2...
WHAT is the meaning of LIFE?

I'm LOST...

Intern Life

Today is 22 November 2012.

I can't believe I will be writing blog again, although I'm BACK to write. But didn't see traffic in the blog cos long time no updated.

What should I do? What should I do for Sales?
I'm too messy in the mind with so many thoughts and imaginations. These few sentences constructed by direct translated english PLUS something wrong mindset.

So, please ignore these few sentences if they offend u~~

Short post today,
Motivation to write,
is becos our boss is not happy with the progress of the events.
He assign few jobs for sales team before.
YES!! I'm honest to say that I forget to do part of the jobs.
I remember I want to update the news on FB and doing sales calling.
But forget to generate leads.

The weeks before are just so crazy to doing the big event called
WEALTH SUMMIT 2012.

I thought I do my best but only if I remember all the things I wan to do.
I admit that I have a bad memory which always forget many things even important things
Firstly when i say I'm forgetful, my fren say u just dun put the thing in ur heart. So you forget it.
OH... Sometime YES, but sometime NO. Is not my heart but my memory. 
I just forgetful until I notice this shud be a short post.
OK. Done at here. Continue work......^^  

我回来了

那么就没有更新了
还有人记得我吗？

奇怪的猫？好奇的猫？
好奇心害死猫？

我不多说了
现在已经是大三，在实习中
我进了Wealth Mastery Academy。乘机打广告～
一件不错的公司～你可以感觉到他们根本就是一个个体
真的～

 重点不是这个！
是我的行销经理在我们还未开始做marketing
我听了很多朋友说：“我那间公司喔，逼人家要做到5个约勒，已经有两个实习的哭了！”
心里就是：“哇！靠！太厉害了吧？!"
但是还是安慰一下她～没事的啦～

上一个礼拜，她回了学校说这间公司存在的问题。
负责我们实习的那位安慰了她吧？因为只要对方公司愿意放了她，
她就可以脱离这个生活了！！
恭喜她吧～

离题了！！！！
 其实我想要分享的是这个

要说里面的内容吗？是秘密也～
去找这本书，不爽去找youtube--> the secret dvd full
看了你就知道是什么了。


这个是很特别的东西。
一样每个人都会讲的东西。
但是这个东西却偶尔为你促成一些东西。
什么东西呢？

谜底揭开了～～
LAW OF ATTRACTION 吸引力法则～

我不多说什么。 看了你会明白的。
回来的第一封就到这里啦～
可以的话就帮帮忙～看了就cincai comment一下～